Do I really know what I want? I’m so desperate right now. I feel the desperate in every letter of it. What exactly I want? I feel so sorry for the things i couldn’t do. I feel the feeling i do not belong here. Somewhere so away…
And i can’t stop thinking one day i will lose a person who is precious for me.
Can’t stop thinking the truth i will never dare to confuse.
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do.
And I’ve hurt myself by hurting you.